I submitted my first grad school application today. AKA I had to overnight the bitch to Las Cruces... which is a half hour away. Why didn't I just suck it up and drive it there tomorrow? Because I'm slow.
Now I play the waiting game. And this time it's uncomfortable. I could have gone anywhere for undergrad. I only applied to 2 schools initially (University of Evansville and Michigan State) and then I only applied to UTEP for transfer... But I could have gone anywhere. Everyone wanted me. I was smart, I did amazing on the ACT... now I'm a dud. I have nothing going for me. I graduated with a 3.42, which is not bad by any means, but not spectacular. And my far less than stellar GRE score from 2 years ago is really not going to get me anywhere. Oh yes, and there's my major lack of extracurriculars... I have ZTA, the research lab, and work. Woohoo.
I don't have to submit my other application until April, so I'm okay for a month. Hopefully by then I'll know if I got in to NMSU, so I can know if I even need to apply.
Oh yeah, and then there's my birthday bash. Gina and I did the planning last night/today... March 12. Black Pearl. White and Silver party. I was trying to go off the P. Diddy White Party theme... lol. So lame. Now I have to find something white and/or silver to wear. FML.
I'm horrible at saving money. Just recognize that and work with me. I need a job so bad.
Monday, February 28, 2011
Hypocrite, or too legit?
It makes me mad when people say one thing and do another. Like, when my sister says she'll babysit for me and then bails. Or when people claim to be your friend and they aren't. Or when friendboy says he likes me and then is lame.
I finally called him on it yesterday. He text me "Hola" so I said "Hey. How are you today?" and he said "stressed the fuck out." so I said (finally) "that sucks. though I am too, but for different reasons." HAHA. duh. I have a 7 week old baby, my parents are leaving me all alone here for 5 freaking days starting Thursday, and I have a grad school application due Tuesday. I'm so not getting in. I'm going to end up back at UTEP taking non-degree seeking grad student classes at the rate this is going.
Oh, and did I mention I'm DYING? Not really, but holy shit I haven't been in this much pain since they thought I had fibromyalgia freshman year of college. Except this time it's not my muscles, it's my joints. Like I all of a sudden have arthritis all over my body. WTF. Boycott.
Anyway... I was one of those people last night. I told Nico and Karina I was free... and then I passed out until almost 11pm. Oops. I'll text them in a minute and apologize. What an ass.
(from 2/26/2011)
I finally called him on it yesterday. He text me "Hola" so I said "Hey. How are you today?" and he said "stressed the fuck out." so I said (finally) "that sucks. though I am too, but for different reasons." HAHA. duh. I have a 7 week old baby, my parents are leaving me all alone here for 5 freaking days starting Thursday, and I have a grad school application due Tuesday. I'm so not getting in. I'm going to end up back at UTEP taking non-degree seeking grad student classes at the rate this is going.
Oh, and did I mention I'm DYING? Not really, but holy shit I haven't been in this much pain since they thought I had fibromyalgia freshman year of college. Except this time it's not my muscles, it's my joints. Like I all of a sudden have arthritis all over my body. WTF. Boycott.
Anyway... I was one of those people last night. I told Nico and Karina I was free... and then I passed out until almost 11pm. Oops. I'll text them in a minute and apologize. What an ass.
(from 2/26/2011)
That's not easy (unlike you).
Why was I never told that running errands with a 7 week old baby is impossible? Not because of him, actually... because even though he fussed the entire time, it wasn't a big deal. No, the idiots that live in this town cannot drive. At all. No exaggeration, I was almost sideswiped SEVEN times. They should really make the idiots here get their driver's licenses.
Maybe I shouldn't say anything, I have almost $700 in unpaid speeding tickets...
Speaking of "easy"... ever notice that the only girls who say "Haters make me famous!" are the girls that are actually "famous" because they've slept with everything with a penis? Bitch, people don't hate you... they think you're nasty.
(from 2/24/2011)
Maybe I shouldn't say anything, I have almost $700 in unpaid speeding tickets...
Speaking of "easy"... ever notice that the only girls who say "Haters make me famous!" are the girls that are actually "famous" because they've slept with everything with a penis? Bitch, people don't hate you... they think you're nasty.
(from 2/24/2011)
That would never happen in real life.
I keep having ridiculously realistic dreams.
Case in point - yesterday afternoon T and I were having one of our afternoon marathon napping sessions, and I woke up in a panic because the DB sperm donor was in it. The dream? He found out where we moved to and was camped out trying to get me to take him back. Okay, that would potentially happen in real life. What wouldn't? I WAS ACTUALLY CONSIDERING IT. WTF. Please note I didn't go back to sleep after that.
I feel like it's a sign that I'm going to see him in public. I would have to go all ghetto white girl on his ass. Or pretend I've never seen him before. Either way, I'll probably pee myself.
(from 2/23/2011)
Case in point - yesterday afternoon T and I were having one of our afternoon marathon napping sessions, and I woke up in a panic because the DB sperm donor was in it. The dream? He found out where we moved to and was camped out trying to get me to take him back. Okay, that would potentially happen in real life. What wouldn't? I WAS ACTUALLY CONSIDERING IT. WTF. Please note I didn't go back to sleep after that.
I feel like it's a sign that I'm going to see him in public. I would have to go all ghetto white girl on his ass. Or pretend I've never seen him before. Either way, I'll probably pee myself.
(from 2/23/2011)
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