Monday, February 28, 2011

My life as a failure.

I submitted my first grad school application today. AKA I had to overnight the bitch to Las Cruces... which is a half hour away. Why didn't I just suck it up and drive it there tomorrow? Because I'm slow.

Now I play the waiting game. And this time it's uncomfortable. I could have gone anywhere for undergrad. I only applied to 2 schools initially (University of Evansville and Michigan State) and then I only applied to UTEP for transfer... But I could have gone anywhere. Everyone wanted me. I was smart, I did amazing on the ACT... now I'm a dud. I have nothing going for me. I graduated with a 3.42, which is not bad by any means, but not spectacular. And my far less than stellar GRE score from 2 years ago is really not going to get me anywhere. Oh yes, and there's my major lack of extracurriculars... I have ZTA, the research lab, and work. Woohoo.

I don't have to submit my other application until April, so I'm okay for a month. Hopefully by then I'll know if I got in to NMSU, so I can know if I even need to apply.

Oh yeah, and then there's my birthday bash. Gina and I did the planning last night/today... March 12. Black Pearl. White and Silver party. I was trying to go off the P. Diddy White Party theme... lol. So lame. Now I have to find something white and/or silver to wear. FML.

I'm horrible at saving money. Just recognize that and work with me. I need a job so bad.

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