It makes me mad when people say one thing and do another. Like, when my sister says she'll babysit for me and then bails. Or when people claim to be your friend and they aren't. Or when friendboy says he likes me and then is lame.
I finally called him on it yesterday. He text me "Hola" so I said "Hey. How are you today?" and he said "stressed the fuck out." so I said (finally) "that sucks. though I am too, but for different reasons." HAHA. duh. I have a 7 week old baby, my parents are leaving me all alone here for 5 freaking days starting Thursday, and I have a grad school application due Tuesday. I'm so not getting in. I'm going to end up back at UTEP taking non-degree seeking grad student classes at the rate this is going.
Oh, and did I mention I'm DYING? Not really, but holy shit I haven't been in this much pain since they thought I had fibromyalgia freshman year of college. Except this time it's not my muscles, it's my joints. Like I all of a sudden have arthritis all over my body. WTF. Boycott.
Anyway... I was one of those people last night. I told Nico and Karina I was free... and then I passed out until almost 11pm. Oops. I'll text them in a minute and apologize. What an ass.
(from 2/26/2011)
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